If anyone is still checking this besides people who are googling "Angie blog"... there, since I actually put the phrase in I'll get it even more...
Things have been going better for me lately. I recently found a few articles I've been missing for a while. They weren't things that are worth money but mean a lot to me personally. I think it's some kind of a sign that my life will be improving.
Emotionally too, much happier and more self-reliant over the last few months.
So maybe I'm just finally finding myself. =)